Today I.....

• am in a bad mood
• am looking at how much money I don't have
• am trying to plan our trip to Spokane
• am wishing my nails didn't look disgusting
• am dreaming about what I would do with an endless supply of money
• am pondering things I probably shouldn't
• am trying to fight my insecurities
• am trying to stay awake
• am writing a list of things I need to pay/buy
• am convincing myself not to freak out
• am cold
• am not liking the new FB
• am trying to get everything done at work, but still blogging
• am sad
• am reminding myself of the Truth and all the blessings in my life
• am wishing I had done something with my life
• am dreading the future
• found the kids I used to babysit on FB, WOW
• am trying to trust
• am recalling all the reasons I was right